Wednesday, April 30, 2025

Jesus invites the doubter to look (Bishop Robert Barron)


   Thomas says that he will not believe in the Lord’s Resurrection unless he puts his finger in Jesus’ nailmarks and his hand in Jesus’ side. Thomas is a saint especially suitable for our time. Modernity has been marked by two great qualities: skepticism and empiricism, the very qualities we can discern in Thomas. 

    And when the risen Jesus reappears, he invites the doubter to look, see, and touch. But then that devastating line: "Have you come to believe because you have seen me? Blessed are those who have not seen and have believed." 

    If we stubbornly said—even in the area of science—that we will accept only what we can clearly see and touch and control, we wouldn’t know much about reality. This helps us to better understand Jesus’ words to Thomas. It is not that we who have not seen and have believed are settling for a poor substitute for vision. No; we are being described as blessed, more blessed than Thomas. God is doing all sorts of things that we cannot see, measure, control, fully understand. But it is an informed faith that allows one to fall in love with such a God. 

--Bishop Robert Barron 

Image source: Stars rotating in the night sky, https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cosmos
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Tuesday, April 29, 2025

Agents of God's mercy (Pope Francis)

   Let us welcome the grace of Christ’s Resurrection! Let us be renewed by God’s mercy. Let us allow the power of His love to transform our lives. And let us become agents of this mercy so justice and peace can flourish in the world.

   Today, with the world torn always more by war, distancing itself from God, we have all the more need of the Father's mercy. Let us pray together. 

--Pope Francis 

Image source: https://timeofmercy.com/time-of-mercy-blog/2021/4/21/6jd4gqisgk8d1ykgb96nx25clxkvsv
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Monday, April 28, 2025

Joy is not made to be a crumb (Mary Oliver / John O'Donahue)

 

Joy is not made to be a crumb. 

--Mary Oliver 

Now is the time to free the heart,
Let all intentions and worries stop,
Free the joy inside the self,
Awaken to the wonder of your life.

Open your eyes and see the friends
Whose hearts recognize your face as kin,
Those whose kindness watchful and near,
Encourages you to live everything here. 

See the gifts the years have given,
Things your effort could never earn,
The health to enjoy who you want to be
And the mind to mirror the mystery. 

--John O’Donahue,
For Celebration
 

Today is our pastor Fr. Patrick Michaels’s 70th birthday,
which we celebrate with him with much gratitude
for all God has accomplished in him and through him
at Our Lady of Mount Carmel Church.

We are so very grateful for your many gifts,  Fr. Pat,
from your beautiful liturgies to your powerful homilies
to all the joy you bring to us
through art, song and savory goodies,
and in your presence with us daily,
both at Mass and at morning coffee...

You make every celebration special,
and every day a reason to celebrate!

May you be filled with
joy and wonder and mystery,
today and always,
and may your life be richly blessed
as you have been a blessing to us all!

 





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Sunday, April 27, 2025

I doubted Jesus (Khalil Gibran)

    Doubt is a pain too lonely to know that faith is his twin brother. 

    Doubt is a foundling unhappy and astray, and though his own mother who gave him birth should find him and enfold him, he would withdraw in caution and in fear. 

    For Doubt will not know truth till his wounds are healed and restored. 

    I doubted Jesus until He made Himself manifest to me, and thrust my own hand into His very wounds. 

    Then indeed I believed, and after that I was rid of my yesterday and the yesterdays of my forefathers. 

    The dead in me buried their dead; and the living shall live for the Anointed King, even for Him who was the Son of Man. 

    Yesterday they told me that I must go and utter His name among the Persians and the Hindus. 

    I shall go. And from this day to my last day, at dawn and at eventide, I shall see my Lord rising in majesty and I shall hear Him speak. 

--Khalil Gibran, excerpt from
Thomas, on the forefather of his doubts

Image source 1: https://madrascourier.com/insight/acts-of-thomas-the-advent-of-christianity-in-india/
Image source 2: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thomas_the_Apostle#/media/File:Tomb_of_St._Thomas_in_India.JPG
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Saturday, April 26, 2025

Only mercy (Fr. Ron Rolheiser)

     We are forever falling short at something, no matter the strength of our sincerity, good intention, and willpower. Only mercy, receiving it and giving it, can lead us out of the choppy waters of our own anxieties, worry, and joylessness. Only in knowing mercy do we know gratitude. 

--Fr. Ron Rolheiser, OMI 

Image source: Thomas Denny, Chapel of St. Thomas, Gloucester Cathedral, https://www.thomasdenny.co.uk/the-chapel-of-st-thomas-gloucester-cathedral
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Friday, April 25, 2025

In front of everyone (Pope Francis)

    Let us reflect on these facts. In order to believe, Thomas wants an extraordinary sign – to touch the wounds. Jesus shows them to him, but in an ordinary way, coming in front of everyone, in the community, not outside. It’s as if he said to him: if you want to meet me, do not look far away, remain in the community, with the others. Don’t go away… pray with them… break bread with them. 

    And he says this to us as well. That is where you will find me; that is where I will show you the signs of the wounds impressed on my body: the signs of the Love that overcomes hatred, of the Pardon that disarms revenge, the signs of the Life that conquers death. It is there, in the community, that you will discover my face, as you share moments of doubt and fear with your brothers and sisters, clinging even more strongly to them. Without the community, it is difficult to find Jesus. 

--Pope Francis,
Angelus April 16th, 2023

Image source: Franciszek Smuglewicz, Doubting Thomas (ca. 1800), https://commons.wikimedia.org/wiki/File:Smuglewicz_Doubting_Thomas.jpg
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Thursday, April 24, 2025

Sunday Gospel Reflection, April 27, 2025: His mercy endures forever...

His mercy endures forever…
To whom do we turn in times of fear and distress? 

    We think of Jesus’ post-resurrection appearance to the apostle Thomas in John’s Gospel as a story focused on doubt and faith. And Thomas does in fact express doubt: Unless I see the mark of the nails in his hands… I will not believe. But the more important message being conveyed by this story is one of mercy. In this story, fear continues to drive the lives of all the apostles – a week after they have seen the Risen Lord, they are still behind locked doors, after all! – and they all struggle to get their heads around recent events. But God’s mercy is there for them through the struggle, and it does not diminish. No matter how much the apostles struggle or doubt or fear, God continues to pour his mercy upon them abundantly. Thomas’ profession of faith, My Lord and my God!, is, like Psalm 118, a celebration of God at work manifested before his eyes, and an acknowledgement that God’s love is everlasting. 

    As they continue to receive God’s mercy, the apostles will become conduits of that very mercy as they perform many signs and wonders throughout the Acts of the Apostles. These miracles, which the Sanhedrin consider a threat, are in fact evidence of God active in and through the apostles and in the early Church. And people are drawn to the mercy, to the forgiveness and kindness shown by Christ’s followers: great numbers of men and women were added to them, and all were cured, for the Lord is with them, showering his mercy upon all. 

    That mercy will continue to flow as many early Church communities face times of distress. The Book of Revelation speaks pointedly to the experience of the Church under persecution, fearful of a world that seems to be pitted against them. Fear marks each of their days. But Christ assures them, through John, their brother, that he will continue to let his mercy flow upon them through it all: Do not be afraid. I am the first and the last, the one who lives. Christ is present in the midst of the seven gold lampstands – Christ is with them, as he is present with us today. Christ dwells among us, is active in our existence – we have but to look past our fear and open the eyes of our hearts in order to see his mercy at work in our world, in us and through us. 

    Happy Divine Mercy Sunday! 

This post is based on Fr. Pat’s Scripture class.
Image source: www.wordclouds.com

Wednesday, April 23, 2025

A new path through the empty tomb (Pope Francis)

       This is the amazing discovery of that Easter morning:  the stone, the immense stone, was rolled away. The astonishment of the women is our astonishment as well: the tomb of Jesus is open and it is empty! From this, everything begins anew! A new path leads through that empty tomb: the path that none of us, but God alone, could open: the path of life in the midst of death, the path of peace in the midst of war, the path of reconciliation in the midst of hatred, the path of fraternity in the midst of hostility. 

 --Pope Francis 

Image source: William-Adolphe Bourguereau, Les saintes femmes au tombeau (1890), https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/e/e4/William-Adolphe_Bouguereau_%281825-1905%29_-_Le_saintes_femmes_au_tombeau_%281890%29_img_2.jpg
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Tuesday, April 22, 2025

Listen to the groans of the Earth (Pope Francis / Loyola Institute for Spirituality)


As stewards of God's Creation,
 we are called to make the Earth
a beautiful garden for the human family.
When we destroy our forests,
ravage our soil, and pollute our seas,
we betray that noble calling.

--Pope Francis

Triune God, Creator of all, 

   We praise you for your goodness, visible in all the diversity that you have created, making us a cosmic family living in a common home. Through the Earth you created, we experience love and nourishment, home and protection. 
  
   We confess that we do not relate to the Earth as a Mothering gift from you, our Creator. Our selfishness, greed, neglect, and abuse have caused the climate crisis, loss of biodiversity, human suffering as well as the suffering of all our fellow creatures. We confess that we have failed to listen to the groans of the Earth, the groans of all creatures, and the groans of the Spirit of hope and justice that lives within us. 

   May your Creator Spirit help us in our weakness, so that we may know the redeeming power of Christ and the hope found in him. May the groans of the Spirit birth in us a willingness to serve you faithfully, so that we may hear and heal Creation, to hope and act together with her, so that the first fruits of hope may blossom. 

   Loving and Creator God, we pray that you will make us sensitive to these groans and enable. us to have the same compassion as that of Jesus, the redeeming Lord. Grant us a fresh vision of our relationship with Earth, and with one another, as creatures that are made in your image. 

   In the name of the one who came to proclaim the good news to all Creation, Jesus Christ. Amen. 

--Loyola Institute for Spirituality,
Season of Creation 2024 Prayer

Today is Earth Day!
How might you change
your relationship with our planet today?
 

Monday, April 21, 2025

Light and life are triumphant! (Fr. Mark Hallinan SJ)


    The world has been fashioned anew through the suffering, death and resurrection of Jesus Christ. A new creation has been birthed from the death of Jesus. The darkness did not overcome the light of Jesus Christ. The light and life through which God first brought this world into being has now triumphed over the darkness. Darkness has been definitely defeated. Light and life are now, and ever will be, triumphant. There is no ambiguity in that. 

    Every time we choose love over hate, choose love over intolerance, welcome over exclusion, every time we choose to reconcile rather than to divide, every time we choose to heal rather than to wound, every time we choose to lift up others rather than beat others down, every time we affirm all persons as equal in dignity to us, affirm them as our brothers and sisters in God, regardless of how different they are from us, or what their status in society may be, when we are choosing for what is loving, what is right, what is true, what is just, we are proclaiming the victory of Jesus Christ over this world and our confidence that his victory cannot be reversed. We are proclaiming our faith in Jesus Christ as one who died, but now lives. And we are proclaiming our faith that if we are true to him, we, too, will triumph over death and enjoy everlasting life in him. 
 
    There is no ambiguity in what we, as Christians, proclaim today. Jesus Christ has risen from the dead. Life, light, and love are now, and will be forever, triumphant. Let us proclaim that truth in word and deed so as to continue transforming this world into the paradise God created it to be. 

--Mark Hallinan, SJ 
Homily, Church of St. Ignatius Loyola,
New York City,
March 31, 2024 

Blessings at Easter from
Our Lady of Mount Carmel, Mill Valley! 





Sunday, April 20, 2025

To live everlasting life, starting now (Paulist Press)

The resurrection is an invitation to the future, not an opportunity to dwell in the past. The resurrection happened to the Risen Christ but it must happen to us, have a claim on our life. The resurrection empowers us to live everlasting life, starting now. Easter does not commemorate a past event. Easter celebrates the life we live with the Risen Lord, a life of faith and hope that fuels our love in desperate times.

To pray when lonely.
To reach out towards suffering and not walk from it.
To share our weakness, not simply our strength.
To give help because it is needed, not deserved.
To build bridges instead of walls.
To reach across our understanding not hide behind it.
To grant justice.
To be merciful, and all of this in the face of the pain and evil sin creates... this is how we believe in the Risen Lord.
This is how we see the Christ Risen, walking amongst us now, walking within us now. 

--Paulist Press, Easter 2024

He is Risen! Alleluia!
Blessings at Easter from
Our Lady of Mount Carmel,
Mill Valley!
 


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Saturday, April 19, 2025

Illumined by hope (Pope Benedict XVI)

   In the silence which envelopes Holy Saturday, touched by the limitless love of God, we live in the hope of the dawn of the third day, the dawn of the victory of God’s love, the luminous daybreak which allows the eyes of our heart to see afresh our life, its difficulties, its suffering. Our failures, our disappointments, our bitterness, which seem to signal that all is lost, are instead illumined by hope. The act of love upon the Cross is confirmed by the Father and the dazzling light of the resurrection enfolds and transforms everything: friendship can be born from betrayal, pardon from denial, love from hate. 

—Pope Benedict XVI 

Image source: https://www.christianity.com/wiki/holidays/what-part-of-easter-resurrection-day.html
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All they could do was wait (Fr. Jason Britsch SJ)


    How could they have known how the story would end? How could they have known that one day later, in a way they couldn’t possibly anticipate or understand, Christ would give the whole journey, with all its sufferings, meaning through the joy of the Resurrection? They watched him die, after all. All they could do was wait on that Holy Saturday, with patient trust that in some mysterious way God was still in control and that Good Friday would not be the last word. 

    As I sat in the church contemplating this mystery, I felt the temptation of Holy Saturday: to get stuck, to see everything through the lens of mourning, as all suffering and no triumph. I could fixate on all the things that went wrong and chalk it up as a disaster. Or I could reject the temptation of Holy Saturday and instead embrace its invitation: an invitation to wait patiently for Easter Sunday, with the faith that God is still at work, even when the waiting makes no sense. 

    We will all experience Holy Saturdays, whether big or small: those times when we have no choice but to wait, even beyond the point of reason or sense, with trust that God somehow in His own time is working out our salvation. If for a time our crosses make no sense or seem meaningless, then let’s embrace the invitation of Holy Saturday. Let’s pray for the grace of patient waiting, so that one day we may see all our sufferings and trials as worth it in the light of Christ’s Resurrection. 

--Jason Britsch, SJ


Friday, April 18, 2025

It is finished (Fr. Patrick Michaels / Henri Nouwen)

How wide are we willing to open for the sake of his love?
As wide as Jesus did? 
How vulnerable are we willing to be
in order to manifest the love of God in our lives?

--Fr. Patrick Michaels,
Homily, February 23, 2025

   O dear Lord, what can I say to you? Is there any word that could come from my mouth, any thought? any sentence? You died for me, you gave all for my sins, you not only became man for me but also suffered the most cruel death for me. Is there any response? 

   I wish that I could find a fitting response, but in contemplating your Holy Passion and Death I can only confess humbly to you that the immensity of your divine love makes any response seem totally inadequate. 

   Let me just stand and look at you. Your body is broken, your head wounded, your hands and feet are split open by nails, your side is pierced. Your dead body now rests in the arms of your Mother. It is all over now. It is finished. It is fulfilled. It is accomplished. 

   Sweet Lord, gracious Lord, generous Lord, forgiving Lord, I adore you, I praise you, I thank you. You have made all things new through your passion and death. Your cross has been planted in this world as the new sign of hope. Let me always live under your cross, O Lord, and proclaim the hope of your cross unceasingly. 

   Amen. 

--Henri Nouwen, A Cry for Mercy 

Image source: Enguerrand Quarton, La Pietà de Villeneuve-lès-Avignon (ca. 1455), https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Piet%C3%A0#/media/File:Enguerrand_Quarton,_La_Piet%C3%A0_de_Villeneuve-l%C3%A8s-Avignon_(c._1455).jpg
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Were you there? (Marion Anderson)

Were you there when they crucified my Lord?
Were you there when they crucified my Lord?
Oh, sometimes it causes me to tremble, tremble, tremble.
Were you there when they crucified my Lord? 

Were you there when they nailed him to the tree?
Were you there when they nailed him to the tree?
Oh, sometimes it causes me to tremble, tremble, tremble.
Were you there when they nailed him to the tree?

Were you there when they laid him in the tomb?
Were you there when they laid him in the tomb?
Oh, sometimes it causes me to tremble, tremble, tremble.
Were you there when they laid him in the tomb? 

Were you there when God raised him from the tomb?
Were you there when God raised him from the tomb?
Oh, sometimes it causes me to tremble, tremble, tremble.
Were you there when God raised him from the tomb? 

--19th c. Negro Spiritual,
first printed in 1899

To hear the great American contralto Marian Anderson sing Were You There?, click on the video below: 

Image source: Br. Mickey McGrath, Were You There, https://www.facebook.com/mickey.mcgrath
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The suffering of Jesus (Rozann Lee)

   While our hearts may have become accustomed to seeing the nails in Jesus’ sinless hands and feet and his body hanging on the cross, it is difficult to remain numb in one’s encounter with [Konstantin Korobov’s painting] Agnus. This painted analogy of the sacrifice of Christ makes palpable the nature of the suffering of Jesus at the hands of his ravenous, scapegoating, violent attackers—his innocent blood offered without a struggle, freely offering his own body and blood as food to those taking it by force. The temptation for the viewer is to look upon the wolves with detached disgust, to cry for the lamb and recoil with horror as the event unfolds. And yet, Korobov’s analogical depiction of the Paschal sacrifice contains a further detail for the viewer’s spiritual contemplation: the golden splendor of the metallic gold halo surrounding the head of the lamb is reflected in the eyes of the wolves. 

    What could that mean? 

    The wolves, we sinners who killed the incarnate Lord, see God despite our constant and often violent rejection of him. His divine life is reflected in our eyes, and our violent repudiation of his divinity, our “control” of his humanity, doesn’t remove the spark of his divinity from our own hearts. He has created us, wretched and violent scapegoating sinners that we choose to be, with his very life within us. 

    And in an ironic twist, our very rejection of him—our teeth in his soft, white wool—is the catalyst for his sacramental gift to us: the free offering of his Body and Blood, not to spite us, but in spite of us. His self-emptying love increases the divine life within us, and our eyes glow magnificently as we consume him, the Lamb. The irony is meant to convert us.

     As we encounter the one true love, our lips that were once snarled in vicious rage and intent on destruction are moved to whisper prayers of contrition and thanksgiving. And as our sin is turned on its head, it is destroyed. We have no other choice but to submit to that love, and as we do, that brilliant, golden glow increases in our eyes and in our hearts. The source of our life becomes the summit. The Lamb of God, his limbs still caught in the mouths of wolves, is held high for the salvation of the world, and we fall down to worship. 

--Rozann Lee

Quotation and image source: Konstantin Korobov, Agnus,  https://www.wordonfire.org/articles/the-blood-of-the-lamb-and-the-light-in-their-eyes/?fbclid=IwAR1CfNprFmq_za2ENYgtXIQ6XyflhfUDsxe3gK0HoL5rcbOpYd2wJCW8dIA_aem_AcvAtVBJIat1tAZHbZXHs199eKks75AWyZJ6npXwflFaypnWtIChPtyPkLbR2RCkqy8TnXHHpFKaB2eh620emA9U

Thursday, April 17, 2025

Gethsemane (Sr. Bernadette Reis, FSP)

    I can connect most intimately with Jesus through my own human experience. I do not know his experience. But I know my own. And that is where I can meet Jesus, who also went through the experience of anguish — whose sweat in the Garden of Gethsemane and the few words he managed to gasp out were the way he shared what he was going through with his father. Because Jesus, as God and man, experienced the gamut of human experience and emotion, I can meet him there. It is common ground. 

--Sr. Bernadette Reis, FSP 

Image source: Ron Yrabedra, From Eden to Gethsemane (2020), St. John’s Episcopal Church, Tallahassee, Florida, https://www.saint-john.org/ronyartwork/ Notice, in the third panel, the pomegranates, the wheat, the vine, and the thorns, all of which have significance in Jesus' last evening with his disciples.  For a video of the artist’s explanation of this beautiful work, see https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gsFtSCaYtWo
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This is my body given for you (Henri Nouwen)

   I am looking at you, Lord. You have said so many loving words. Your heart has spoken so clearly. Now you want to show me even more clearly how much you love me. You stand up and invite me to the table. As we are eating, you take bread, say the blessing, break the bread, and give it to me. “Take and eat,” you say, “this is my body given for you.” Then you take a cup, and, after giving thanks, you hand it to me, saying, “This is my blood, the blood of the new covenant poured out for you.” Knowing that your hour has come to pass from this world to your Father and having loved me, you now love me to the end. You give me everything that you have and are. You pour out for me your very self. All the love that you carry for me in your heart now becomes manifest. You wash my feet and then give me your own body and blood as food and drink. 

   O Lord, how can I ever go anywhere else but to you to find the love I so desire! 

   Every time you celebrate the Eucharist and receive the bread and wine, the body and blood of Jesus, his suffering and his death become a suffering and death for you. Passion becomes compassion, for you. You are incorporated into Jesus. You become part of his “body” and in that most compassionate way are freed from your deepest solitude. Through the Eucharist you come to belong to Jesus in the most intimate way, to him who suffered for you, died for you and rose again so that you may suffer, die, and rise again with him. 

--Henri Nouwen

Image source: Marian Graber, Last Supper (1943), https://www.flickr.com/photos/associatedartists/6970162354

Do you realize what I have done for you? (Leslye Colvin / Manuel Cardoso)

   Do you realize what I have done for you? 

   Do you realize? 

   During the course of his ministry, how many times did Jesus say to those closest to him, “What I am doing, you do not understand now, but you will understand later?” The humility Jesus embraced to wash the feet of the others seemed to have been out of the ordinary, and it was probably a source of discomfort for those present. Have you ever wondered why Peter was so adamant in his refusal to allow Jesus to wash his feet? 

   Imagine the setting. People are walking in their bare feet or in sandals on dirt paths they share with animals. Upon entering a home to recline and share a meal, it was necessary to first wash your feet. Often, you would be the person to wash your own feet. If the homeowner or host was a person of means, one of his servants would have the menial but essential task of washing the soiled feet of guests. However, if the homeowner or host was Jewish, he would neither expect nor ask a Jewish servant to wash your feet. No, the task would only be that of a servant who was Gentile. 

   Do you realize what I have done for you? 

   Do you realize? 

   If I, therefore, the master and teacher, have washed your feet, you ought to wash one another’s feet. I have given you a model to follow, so that as I have done for you, you should also do. 

   Do you realize what I have done for you? 

   Do you realize? 

--Leslye Colvin 

To hear Manuel Cardoso’s profound meditation on this moment in the Passion, Domine, tu mihi lavas pedes?, click on the video below:


Image source : Jesus Washes his Disciples’ Feet, St Matthaüs in Alfter, relief, https://stream.org/why-jesus-washed-the-apostles-feet-and-why-we-do-it-too/
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Wednesday, April 16, 2025

Please take my hands, Judas (Stephen Adly Guirgis)


The synthesis of Love and Justice
can produce only Mercy and
Forgiveness, Your Honor!
 If a just God sits in Heaven,
it can fall no other way!

JESUS: I’m right here.
JUDAS: I would have never believed that you could have left me.
JESUS: I never left you.
JUDAS: That you didn’t love me.
JESUS: I do love you.
JUDAS: Why … didn’t you make me good enough … so that you could’ve loved me?
JESUS: … Please take my hands, Judas. Please.
JUDAS: Where are they?
JESUS: Right here.
JUDAS: I can’t see them.
JESUS: They’re right here.
JUDAS: Where are you going?!
JESUS: I’m right here.
JUDAS: Don’t leave me!
JESUS: I’m here.
JUDAS: I can’t hurt …
JESUS: I love you, Judas.
JUDAS: I can’t …
JESUS: Please stay.
JUDAS: I can’t hurt …
JESUS: Please love me, Judas. 

--Stephen Adly Guirgis,
The Last Days of Judas Iscariot: A Play

Image source: Christopher Williams, The Remorse of Judas (1911), https://artuk.org/discover/artworks/the-remorse-of-judas-153010
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Tuesday, April 15, 2025

Venture into the sacred space of Triduum!

We risk the life we’ve known to discover something new.
The unknown territory will open before us
only to the extent that we turn
our whole being courageously toward it.
And then we must venture wherever the road leads us,
in spite of the dark, in spite of the quivering of our heart.

— Jack Kornfield 

    It's difficult to find the right words to describe the Easter Triduum –– its beauty and solemnity, its pregnant meaning... Those who have experienced it just once find themselves waiting impatiently for these three days throughout all the season of Lent. Triduum is the goal, the culmination, the extraordinary endpoint of our journey through forty days in the Lenten desert. It is unlike any other moment in the Church’s liturgical calendar – it’s almost like stepping over a threshold, out of chronological time and into kairos time, into a sacred space unique in the depth of engagement it offers, and in the beauty of liturgy that graces it. Nothing, nothing, is like the Triduum liturgy, three awed days of total immersion, body, heart, and soul, into the Passion, Death, and Resurrection of our Lord. If you have never participated before, now is the time: you will never forget this incredible experience of time-out-of-time. 

    Join us first on Holy Thursday evening for the Feast of the Lord’s Supper and recall Jesus kneeling humbly before his disciples to wash their feet, then blessing, breaking, and sharing bread – the first Eucharist – with his disciples… Process afterwards with us to O'Brien Hall for Adoration of the Blessed Sacrament… 

    Follow in Jesus’ footsteps on the Way of the Cross Friday afternoon, and venerate the Wood of the Cross in remembrance of his death at the most extraordinary Communion service of the liturgical year… 

    Witness the Light of Christ as it slowly fills Our Lady of Mount Carmel Church on Holy Saturday evening, and hear the story of salvation history, from Genesis to Romans… punctuated with a joyful Gloria that tells us that Resurrection is at hand… 

    And then, at last, on Easter Sunday, join in the joyful proclamation of Jesus Risen and know in the depth of your being God’s faithful and abiding love…. Alleluia! Come, step into the sacred space of Triduum! 

Image source: Daniel Gutierrez, OLMC Director of Faith Formation, Tam Valley Hike, January 28, 2025, https://www.facebook.com/daniel.gutierrez101
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Monday, April 14, 2025

Eternal love (St. Francis de Sales)

Only Jesus can take a day full of hate
and have it be remembered
as a day of unconditional love.

   Mount Calvary is the mount of lovers. All love that takes not its beginning from Our Savior's Passion is frivolous and dangerous. Unhappy is death without the love of the Savior, unhappy is love without the death of the Savior! Love and death are so mingled in the Passion of Our Savior that we cannot have the one in our heart without the other. Upon Calvary one cannot have life without love, nor love without the death of Our Redeemer. But, except there, all is either eternal death or eternal love: and all Christian wisdom consists in choosing rightly. 

    During this mortal life we must choose eternal love or eternal death, there is no middle choice. 

    O eternal love, my soul desires and makes choice of thee eternally! Ah! come, Holy Spirit and inflame our hearts with thy love! To love or to die! To die and to love! To die to all other love in order to live to Jesus's love, that we may not die eternally, but that, living in thy eternal love, O Savior of our souls we may eternally sing: Vive Jésus! Live Jesus! Amen. 

--St. Francis de Sales,
Treatise on the Love of God,
Book XII, Chapter 13

Image source: William H. Johnson, Mount Calvary, a study for Christ Crucified (1944), https://www.scadmoa.org/permanent-collections/pieces/mount-calvary
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Sunday, April 13, 2025

As we embrace the cross (Fr. Patrick Michaels)


   Holy Week is not a time for us to get lost in the isolation of our own shame and our own sin because that’s not what it was about for Jesus. For Jesus, it was about redeeming us from that sin, lifting us up out of it, placing joy in our hearts, filling them so that they burst open for everyone to see, so that everyone might feel connected in the love that bursts forth from us. 

   As we celebrate the Triduum, we don’t stop at Good Friday to beat ourselves up – we take it as part of the trajectory down and then back up for Easter with Jesus as he rises. That is our trajectory as we embrace the cross that reveals the pain that every one of us knows intimately. When we pass through it, we leave it behind; it no longer defines us. Resurrection does… if we let it. 

--Fr. Patrick Michaels,
Homily, March 24, 2024

Saturday, April 12, 2025

Following Jesus (Fr. Gabriel of St. Mary Magdalen)

O Jesus, I want to follow You
in Your triumph,
so that I may follow You
later to Calvary. 

--Fr. Gabriel of St. Mary Magdalen

Image source: Jan van Eyck (after), The Way to Calvary (1505-1515), https://www.mfab.hu/artworks/9827/
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Friday, April 11, 2025

How far God's love goes (Henri Nouwen)


    On the cross, Jesus has shown us how far God’s love goes. It’s a love that embraces even those who crucified him. When Jesus is hanging nailed to the cross, totally broken and stripped of everything, he still prays for his executioners: “Father, forgive them; they do not know what they are doing.” 

    Jesus’ love for his enemies knows no bounds. He prays even for those who are putting him to death. It is this, the enemy-loving God, that is offered to us in the Eucharist. To forgive our enemies doesn’t lie within our power. That is a divine gift. 

    That’s why it’s so important to make the Eucharist the heart and center of your life. It’s there that you receive the love that empowers you to take the way that Jesus has taken before you: a narrow way, a painful way, but the way that gives you true joy and peace and enables you to make the non-violent love of God visible in this world. 

--Henri Nouwen 

Thursday, April 10, 2025

Sunday Gospel Reflection, April 13, 2025: Obedient to the point of death...

Obedient to the point of death…
What does Jesus’ suffering mean to you? 

    One important motif in the writings of the Evangelist Luke is that of the journey. In Luke’s Gospel, Jesus’ entry into Jerusalem is the completion of his long journey to that city, an entry made on a colt on which no one has ever sat rather than on a war horse. Why? Because Jesus is not the kind of Messiah many people think he is; he has not come to save the Hebrew people from the domination of the Romans, but rather from their own sin. The loud praise of Jesus’ disciples as he enters the city causes some of the Pharisees to say, Teacher, rebuke your disciples, for they fear the Romans will hear the multitude and decide a revolt is underway. Jesus’ response is telling: If they keep silent, the stones will cry out! Nothing can stop God’s action on behalf of God’s people. 

    Another important motif in Luke’s Gospel is that of Jesus’ suffering, which has been foretold both in the Book of the Prophet Isaiah and in Psalm 22. The Suffering Servant described by Isaiah does not turn away from the abuse inflicted upon him for bringing God’s word: I gave my back to those who beat me, my cheeks to those who plucked my beard; my face I did not shield from buffets and spitting. But the very human abuse inflicted on the Servant cannot cause him to feel shame because it is God who defines his life, and so the Servant sets his face like flint, allowing himself to be that which ignites the process of transformation that will awaken all to God’s will. Psalm 22 is similarly prophetic, as it describes the pain and suffering and rejection by others that Jesus himself will know during his Passion: They have pierced my hands and my feet; I can count all my bones. 

    As Paul tells the Philippians, Jesus himself is very much aware of the Father’s will, and so he empties himself, taking the form of a slave, remaining obedient to the point of death. Jesus comes to sacrifice himself out of love for humankind, and in Luke’s Passion Jesus himself details the suffering to come from the very opening of the Last Supper. The bread Jesus shares with the apostles is his body, which will be given for them; the cup he blesses is the new covenant in his blood. Jesus acknowledges the hand of the one who is to betray him, present on the table, as well as Simon Peter’s forthcoming act to deny three times that he knows Jesus. How painful knowledge of these betrayals must have been to Jesus, even before he submits to the ridicule and beating of those who take him into custody, the condemnation of the council of elders of the people, and the contemptuous, mocking treatment of Herod and his soldiers. Throughout his excruciating crucifixion, Jesus continues to bear the soldiers’ jeering and the revilement of one the criminals hanging with him. 

    Yet there is grace, too, in this heart-wrenching Passion. For example, in spite of Simon Peter’s imminent betrayal, Jesus prays that Simon’s faith may not fail, and instructs him, once you have turned back, you must strengthen your brothers. Jesus even heals the ear of the high priest’s servant, encourages the daughters of Jerusalem who weep not to mourn (not yet!), and responds without rancor to Pilate’s interrogation. Ultimately, Jesus creates peace where one would not anticipate finding it. This is what his death and resurrection do, for who expects to find peace in violence? As Jesus breathes his last, the veil of the temple is torn down the middle, opening access to God’s presence to all humankind. 

    No matter how twisted or broken humankind becomes, God loves us; this is why he sent his Son to die for us. Nothing stops God’s action on behalf of God’s people. We, in turn, can but open our hands to the Lord in praise, giving glory to him in gratitude, so that we can be born, through Christ’s suffering, into eternal life and know perfect union with him in paradise. 

This post is based on Fr. Pat’s Scripture class.
Image source: www.wordclouds.com

Wednesday, April 9, 2025

To invoke a blessing (St. Francis de Sales / Fr. John O'Donohue)


Nothing is so strong as gentleness,
nothing so gentle as real strength.
It is wonderful how attractive
a gentle, pleasant manner is,
and how much it wins hearts.

 --St. François de Sales 

Today is the anniversary of the ordination
of OLMC Priest in Residence Fr. Bill Brown,
whose kindness and deep compassion
have touched our hearts. 

We are so grateful for your vocation, Fr. Brown.
Thank you for all you bring to our community! 

Irish poet, author, priest and philosopher John O’Donohue offered the following reflection on what it means to be a blessing:

A blessing is a circle of light drawn around a person to protect, heal, and strengthen. Life is a constant flow of emergence. The beauty of blessing is its belief that it can affect what unfolds.

…Regardless of how we configure the eternal, the human heart continues to dream of a state of wholeness, a place where everything comes together, where loss will be made good, where blindness will transform into vision, where damage will be made whole… To invoke a blessing is to call some of that wholeness upon a person now.

…Perhaps we bless one another all the time, without even realizing it. When we show compassion or kindness to another, we are setting blessing in train. 

--Fr. John O'Donohue

Congratulations on the anniversary
of your ordination, Fr. Brown!
You are such a blessing to us all!




Image source: Fr. Bill Brown celebrates Mass at Our Lady of Mount Carmel, Mill Valley, January 1, 2025.
Image source 2:  https://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=843797624452320&set=pb.100064662700877.-2207520000&type=3
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Tuesday, April 8, 2025

Lines in the sand (Marcus Mumford)


Who am I
Rambling at my reflection in the rear view light
Following a stranger, praying for a fight
Or the strength to get back on my knees again
This light
Glowing neon in the corner of my mind
Burns and burns but leaves no warmth behind
I kinda wish you'd just done it in the dark 

Oh my God
We're here again
It all slows down
To lines in the sand 

Will I give out
Only that which I myself was given once
Where is all the mercy that was promised us
Perhaps we ask too much
Coulda just as well been me
Brought before them head down in that midday heat
Only defined by my most heinous deed
Well who would trace a finger through the dust 

Refrain 

All we can hope Is that we suffer well 
When the cycle ends 
When there's tales to tell 
When it reaches me 
Let me be a stonecatcher please 

Refrain 

To hear Marcus Mumford perform Stonecatcher, click on the video below: