My soul is thirsting for you, O Lord my God…
Have we learned to thirst for God’s wisdom?
We start with a story. There are two characters. One chooses wisdom; one is Wisdom. The author of the Book of Wisdom personifies its subject in order to draw his readers into the story: Resplendent and unfading is wisdom… Whoever watches for her at dawn shall not be disappointed, for he shall find her sitting by his gate. The one looking for wisdom is actively seeking her out, and of course the wisdom with whom he desires relationship is the Divine Wisdom of God. Our relationship with God, the Book of Wisdom suggests, is essential to our well-being, and so the sage thirsts for that wisdom, a quest Psalm 63 captures well: O God, you are my God whom I seek; for you my flesh pines and my soul thirsts. The psalmist knows that divine kindness is a greater good than life, and that in relationship with God his life is blessed.
But in what frame of mind do we pursue this relationship? In Matthew’s Gospel, Jesus tells the parable of the ten virgins (or bridesmaids), five of whom were foolish while five were wise. The foolish young women brought no oil with them, and eventually their lamps went out. The wise bridesmaids, on the other hand realized that, if, while they waited for the bridegroom, their lamps went out, they would be unable to fulfill their role in the relationship. They were ready; they were open to relationship; they were prepared to come to the feast!
Like the wise bridesmaids, we must be ready to encounter Jesus in the Eucharist, our communion feast. It’s about being conscious and intentional. It’s a choice. And if, as Paul writes to the Thessalonians, we believe that Jesus died and rose, so too will God, through Jesus, bring with him those who have fallen asleep, along with all living believers, to eternal union with him at the feast of heaven. Thus we shall always be with the Lord! But first, we need the wisdom to trust in relationship, open to and longing for the Lord’s presence in our lives always, here and now, full of hope in his promise and ready to meet him when he comes!
This post is based on Fr. Pat’s Scripture class.
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