Hail, space for the
uncontained God
From the Agathistos Hymn, Greece, VI c.
We know the scene:
the room, variously furnished,
almost always a lectern, a book; always
the tall lily.
Arrived on solemn grandeur
of great wings,
the angelic ambassador, standing or hovering,
whom she acknowledges, a guest.
But we are told of meek obedience. No one mentions
courage.
The
engendering Spirit
did not enter without her consent.
God waited.
She was free
to accept or refuse, choice
integral to humanness.
___________
Aren’t there annunciations
of one sort or another
in most lives?
Some
unwillingly
undertake great destinies,
enact them in sullen pride,
uncomprehending.
More
often,
those moments
when roads of light and storm
open from
darkness in a man or woman,
are turned away from
in dread, in a wave of weakness, in despair
and with relief.
Ordinary lives continue.
God
does not smite them.
But the gates close, the pathway vanishes.
___________
She had been a child who ate, played, slept
like any other child – but unlike others,
wept only for pity, laughed
in joy, not triumph.
Compassion and intelligence
fused in her, indivisible.
Called to a destiny more momentous
than any in all of Time,
she did not quail,
only
asked
a simple, How can this
be?
and gravely, courteously,
took to heart the angel’s reply,
the astounding ministry she was offered:
to bear in her womb
Infinite weight and lightness; to carry
in hidden, finite inwardness
nine months of Eternity; to contain
in slender vase of being,
the sum of power –
in narrow flesh
the sum of light.
Then
bring to birth
push out into air, a Man-child
needing, like any other,
milk and love –
but who was God.
This was the moment no one speaks of,
when she could stil refuse.
A breath unbreathed,
Spirit,
susupended,
waiting.
___________
She did not cry, I
cannot, I am not worthy,
Nor, I have not the
strength.
She did not submit with gritted teeth,
raging,
coerced.
Bravest of all humans,
consent
illumined her.
The room filled with its light,
the lily glowed in it,
and the iridescent wings.
Consent,
courage
unparalleled,
opened her utterly.
Image source (1): Fra Angelico, Annunciation (ca. 1426), Prado
Image source (2): Annunciation Silk, 8th-9th c., Vatican Museum
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